. on We Heart It
No I don’t believe in god, heaven, hell, an afterlife, or pretty much anything similar to that, the way my life has gone so far has been more bad than good.. Everything good turns bad, I do believe all good things come to an end but I don’t think that is when the ‘good thing’ goes bad.. It carries on wayyy after that.
Take a relationship for example.
It’s brilliant, you hug, you kiss, you spend time together, you feel SECURE. Then, when it all goes tits up you feel less and less secure, you hug less, you kiss less, you don’t talk anymore you shout. You end. But you don’t just end, you can be in a relationship for 1 week for 1 year for 10 years for 20 years.. You’ll never forget about that person.. You’d expect remembering about the bad things would get you down.. When in fact it’s actually you remembering that ‘one time where you spent the whole day in bed’, ‘when she put makeup on you for a laugh’, they’re the memories that depress you..
Depression isn’t a disease, it doesn’t have a cure. It has ways to cope.. But it’s always there.. Waiting for shit to build up so much you can’t help but notice it.. If depression is anything it’s a predator.. No not the “Get to the chopper” Predator - like a praying animal waiting to ‘strike’ if you will..
I just think there are a number of people who cannot enjoy their life.. They are the people who were meant to die before their time to help other people realise what they have.
I wouldn’t be surprised if I was one if those people.
Last one for the first day of Sif Week simply because I can’t resist. This is the last panel from the Sif one shot by…well, the creative team is there to see. Is it readable?? ”I have been baptized in the tears of my enemies, and their children’s children fear my name.”
What Kelly Sue did for Captain Marvel I had always hoped she could do for Sif. Kelly Sue won me over as one of my favorite writers when she made a Gundam reference in one of her Supergirl issues. I’ve been enamored ever since.
Of all the people to come up in my news feed..
Weird what can bring up good memories. #pistachios #ex #necklace #personal #goodtimes #memory #memories #nut #nuts #holyshititslateandihavea12hourshifttomorrowtechinicallytoday #beatthathashtagdan